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INTERVIEW
EXCLUSIVE: Close friends with The Beatles and The Stones, married Mick Fleetwood (twice) and a lovelorn Donovan even wrote a song about her. Now, Jenny Boyd shares her extraordinary memories of a life at the beating heart of the Swinging Sixties.
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When Jenny Boyd was 15, and still at school, her elder, model sister Pattie brought a new boyfriend home. He was none other than George Harrison. “We knew he was in this group called The Beatles, but it could have been any new boyfriend coming home to meet us,” recalls Jenny who is now a youthful 75 years old. “Everything is exciting when you are 15, so I wasn’t overawed that he was a musician.”
By day she was studying for her O-Levels, but by night she was drinking scotch and coke, and tapping ash from Gitanes cigarettes into oversized onyx ashtrays, with the music turned up to full volume.
“I was very aware of how luxurious the flat was, but I didn’t take any of it very seriously and I’d be back to school the next day,” says Jenny, whose beguiling, beautifully written memoir about her extraordinary life is out in paperback on February 23.
Introduced to London’s music and cultural scene via her older sister, she immersed herself in the Swinging 60s, becoming friends with many of the most famous musicians of the era. Even the title of her memoir – Jennifer Juniper: A Journey Beyond The Muse – is taken from a song written about her by the Scottish singer-songwriter Donovan.
She soon signed up as a dancer on the ITV show Ready Steady Go! where she shared the green room with the likes of Sandie Shaw and Dusty Springfield. Each time she left the studio, she found herself mobbed by Beatles fans desperate for her autograph.
“There were positive and negative implications to having a Beatle as my sister’s boyfriend,” she explains, looking back on her amazing teenage years.
At school, the taunts of female Mods shouting “Beatle lover!” would echo around the corridors. Being a young woman at that time posed other challenges, too. After all, this was long before the #MeToo era.
“I would go to school on the Tube and there was always some man with an umbrella going up my skirt,” she recalls. “I didn’t know you could say ‘Stop it!’ or ‘How dare you!’. In that way, innocence didn’t help. But although there were sleazy guys, I knew to avoid them. Women have a voice now and they speak out. We are at the beginning of a new era.”
With her blonde hair, doe-ish eyes and impeccable connections, Jenny soon fell into modelling. “I wasn’t tall, but I was the spirit of the new look that designers wanted.”
Later, she married Mick Fleetwood of Fleetwood Mac – twice, in fact, with a divorce in between. Together they had two daughters, Amelia and Lucy. Jenny’s own upbringing had been very disruptive. Born in Guildford, Surrey, she was just a toddler when her parents separated. Her pilot father suffered what might now be recognised as PTSD following the Second World War, and her mother remarried a man prone to violent rages.
This fractured childhood left her beset with anxiety, vulnerable and may have contributed to her future issues with drugs. She shared her first joint with George and Pattie when she was a teenager.
“I didn’t feel anything from it, so George picked up a wooden animal and held it in front of me, bouncing it up and down and speaking in a funny voice to make me laugh,” she recalls of her first foray into drugs. Years later, addiction would almost cost her her life in a near-drowning incident.
In August 1967, she was with The Beatles when they first met Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, the founder of Transcendental Meditation, in London. Mick Jagger and his girlfriend, Marianne Faithfull were also there, together with Paul McCartney and his girlfriend Jane Asher.
“Paul was just charming,” she recalls. “Really funny and nice; there was none of the grit that John [Lennon] had, in my view.”
She remembers being very shy of Lennon. “I knew he had a quick wit and I was a bit intimidated by him. He seemed so bright, and I didn’t think I was bright. But he was also very sweet.”
Then 19 years old, Jenny was excited by the Maharishi’s teachings, so when The Beatles asked her to join them on their fabled trip to visit him in India in 1968, she jumped at the chance.
“There was a feeling of absolute camaraderie between the band,” she recalls. “Our little party would spend time sitting on the roof of our bungalow in India. John, Paul, and George playing their guitars and singing their latest songs to each other – songs that were later to be heard on their next album.”
She remembers McCartney and Lennon being of “one mind” at the time. “After all, they had known each other since they were kids. They had been on this journey to fame, and it united them.”
On her return to London, Jenny found herself right at the heart of fashion and pop culture.
“I met the singer Donovan through Pattie, and we chatted for ages about meditation and the Maharishi. And then he asked me for lunch at his manager’s house. He got his guitar and said, ‘I have a song I have to play you’. I didn’t know where to look. It was like a declaration of love, courtly love, and I realised he was talking about me. He was making an overture.”
The song in question was Jennifer Juniper, and inside the box set of Donovan’s album A Gift From A Flower To A Garden there is a photograph of Jenny herself.
Although there was no formal relationship, Jenny does admit to “doing some kissing” with Donovan. “I went to Cornwall with him, but I wasn’t up for a relationship,” she adds. “Although he did later propose to me, after I’d broken up with Mick.
“Mick first asked me to marry him after I got back from India. We had broken up when we were younger.
“But I thought, ‘Gosh, that’s very grown up. Married!’” At the time she was living the hippie lifestyle in Wales. Mick came down to lure her away. “I was playing the part of cooking brown rice on the open fire and weeing outside, even though it was the thick of winter,” she remembers.
“Mick said, ‘What on earth are you doing here? I get that it’s back to nature, but it’s f*****g freezing’.”
They married in 1970, and Jenny joined Fleetwood Mac on the road. “A lot of cheap hotels and driving through blizzards,” is how she recalls those early years as the band built up their reputation.
Jenny has a habit of unspooling her memories in this freeform way. She sounds half her age, and you can imagine her dancing like a winsome flower child, buffeted by the twin forces of love and curiosity, unsure which shore she will wash up upon.
Her tempestuous relationship with Mick – which involved numerous shifts of continent with their two young daughters – was built around their cocaine drug habit.
This span out of control as he went from highly regarded musician to global superstar, and it took a toll on Jenny’s health.
“I would get ill each time we got on the road. I wanted stability,” she confesses. “I always had visions of a little cottage and reading fairy stories with my two young daughters. Instead, we were touring, our nerves on the edge.”
They got divorced in 1974, but were married again briefly in 1977. “Even in the process of getting divorced, we were drawn together,” she explains. “But cocaine is a really evil drug: it kind of chills your heart. Mick was starting to look a bit like Rasputin.”
He had also started an affair with the band’s singer, Stevie Nicks.
“I realised I had to take the children back to England if I wanted them to respect their father,” Jenny adds.
Still a freewheeling force, in 1984, she married Ian Wallace, the drummer in the band King Crimson. On their honeymoon in Hawaii, Jenny went swimming after ingesting synthetic magic mushrooms.
“I thought I could breathe underwater. I was mesmerised by the fish but came up spluttering and very nearly drowned,” she recalls with dread.
She made it back to shore – but reborn as a different version of herself. “I spent the next three months going to schools, talking to children, warning them about drugs and alcohol.” After that she dedicated herself to her studies, achieving a Masters degree in Counselling Psychology followed by a PhD.
“Before I nearly drowned, I had no plan. But it helped me discover who I really was.”
In 1997 she married architect David Levitt who, for the last 25 years, has provided the steadiness and dependability she so obviously craved in her younger years.
“David is fun and he is stable,” Jenny says. “We trust one another, but I will always be friends with Mick.”
INTERVIEW
Jenny Boyd: life with Mick Fleetwood, the Beatles and new book Jennifer Juniper
Donovan wrote a love song about her. Her husband founded Fleetwood Mac. She lived with the Beatles in India and her sister married George Harrison. Now Jenny Boyd has written a memoir. Interview by Nina Myskow
When Jenny Boyd was a schoolgirl, she met Mick Fleetwood, a fledgling drummer in a teenage band. They were both 16 and he had spotted her coming back from school in Notting Hill, west London.
It was the Swinging Sixties and her dolly-bird looks and insouciant style – all legs, huge doe eyes and long blonde hair – were about to propel her into the world of modelling, just like her older sister, Pattie, who had a Beatle for a boyfriend (George Harrison, whom she subsequently married).
“It was not what I intended,” Boyd, 72, tells me. “But I was lucky enough to have the look of that time.” She is quick to add, “Oh, I never thought I was a great beauty. Pattie was. She was on the cover of Vogue.” She fell into the job of modelling for era-defining fashion designers Foale and Tuffin. “Everything I did had a leaf-in-the-wind feeling. It was, ‘Oh, OK,’ and off I’d go.”
Jenny Boyd, far left, on an Indian ashram with Ringo Starr, Maureen Starkey, Jane Asher, Paul McCartney, George Harrison, her sister Pattie Boyd, Cynthia and John Lennon and Beatles roadie Mal Evans
And so she drifted into an extraordinary life in which, beset with anxiety and lacking in confidence, the result of an insecure and fractured childhood, she became an observer at the very heart of the starriest of rock scenes. Her journey encompasses the world of Carnaby Street, the flower-power era in San Francisco and the cocaine-fuelled California rock lifestyle, and is vividly chronicled in her compelling memoir, Jennifer Juniper: a Journey Beyond the Muse (the title taken from a song written for her by a lovesick Donovan).
Fleetwood had to bide his time. Boyd had a boyfriend, Roger Waters (pre-Pink Floyd), but was struck by the gentle presence of this tall, skinny boy with the long hair. “But we were both horribly shy,” she says. She had no idea that the band he went on to found, Fleetwood Mac, would become one of the biggest in the world, selling 140 million albums.
Or that their eventual relationship – which started a year later after a modelling trip to New York gave her the confidence to dump Waters – would be the defining one of her life, although it went back and forth. That they would marry (twice) and she would fall victim to the notoriously toxic relationships within the band, before ultimately turning her back on the role of rock’n’roll wife. She changed her life: went to college to train to be a psychologist and counsellor, gained her PhD and spent her later years working in addiction rehab.
Back at the beginning they were very much part of the London club scene, hanging out with the Stones and Pattie and Harrison and the other Beatles. (“Everyone knew each other. There was no rivalry.”) They were together for a year. “We were like an old married couple at a young age. Part of me wanted to feel secure and part of me wanted to explore the world.”
An imagined slight (Fleetwood not getting up to say goodbye to her one morning when she was leaving for a modelling job in Rome) prompted Boyd to end it: “I thought I’d do it before he did.” It was a misunderstanding, but they were incapable of communicating with each other. They were not to get together again for another three years.
Boyd continued modelling but was searching for some deeper meaning to life – it was the beginnings of the hippy movement – and bought a one-way ticket to San Francisco. She was just 19. “It was definitely turn on, tune in and drop out, the beginning of flower power, and I was there at the start, in Haight-Ashbury, watching it grow. It was lovely, like nothing I’d ever come across. Creative and colourful, everyone making things, playing music.”
Jenny Boyd’s first modelling shot
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Drugs had been part of the scene in London. “I’d already been smoking pot. Not lots – I could still carry on working – but we’d get together and listen to great music and that’s what we’d do. I tried acid a couple of times in London, but I decided I didn’t like feeling so out of control, so I smoked pot. Not daily, but if it was there, I’d take it.” She wrote to Pattie, urging her and Harrison to come over. “I told them it was utopia, but they didn’t come until August and by then all the original hippies had moved out and it was completely different. We took half a tab of acid each and walked down Haight-Ashbury, but it was horrendous. All the innocence was gone.”
It was in complete contrast to India where, at Harrison’s invitation, she accompanied him and Pattie and the other Beatles on their now legendary stay at the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi’s ashram in Rishikesh. They were all on a spiritual path. “I didn’t do anything but meditate,” she says. Every morning she would go up onto the roof of her bungalow and sit there quietly with Pattie and Cynthia Lennon, listening to John Lennon, Paul McCartney and Harrison playing their guitars.
“We’d maybe be getting our hands hennaed and could hear John saying, ‘I couldn’t sleep last night,’ and they’d come up with lyrics and it was lovely.” It was the genesis of songs on The White Album. Boyd spent two months with them and got to know them as people: “John was very funny; he had a very quick humour. You saw him and Paul together and nobody had a chance to get in there at all.”
Donovan turned up. Boyd had met him through Pattie and Harrison and, back in England, he’d opened his heart to her with the love song he’d written, Jennifer Juniper. It had taken her aback. “We’d never even kissed. I loved the song and his voice and l loved having him as a friend, but it never went any further. I wasn’t looking for a boyfriend. Part of me still felt connected to Mick.”
With her husband, Mick Fleetwood, in 1972
In India, playing his guitar one day down by the Ganges, Donovan asked her to marry him. “He was a total romantic and it was so sweet, but no way,” she says. His love remained unrequited. “But when I hear the song today, it makes me smile to think of all that innocence all those years ago. It’s my treasure, my little jewel. I’ve travelled through the world with it.”
Fleetwood reappeared in her life – writing to her care of the stall, Juniper, that she and Pattie were running in Chelsea Antiques Market – and they got back together, marrying in 1970 when she was pregnant with their first daughter, Amelia. They had a second, Lucy, and by this time it had become clear to her that Fleetwood’s drive for success with the band, who by this stage were all living with them in a large house, the Kiln, excluded her.
“I loved music, and dancing goes to my soul. There were wonderful times listening to them create their songs. But if you’re outside that circle, you’re outside. I was very lonely,” she says. Until then the band had been heavy drinkers more than anything. “I was very straight for quite a while; didn’t drink because I was pregnant. However, one night on the road I stayed up and had a drink and thought, ‘This helps, this is fun. I can talk to Chris [Christine McVie] and I’m not this little silent thing, Mick’s little shadow.’ ”
Isolated and desperate for Fleetwood’s attention, Boyd had a two-week affair with Bob Weston, the band’s guitarist, which caused havoc. Weston was sacked, the band’s tour was cancelled and the first of several splits occurred in the marriage. But they got back together and the band moved to Los Angeles to chase their dreams.
Matters did not improve there when Fleetwood Mac’s career moved up a notch. “They had to finish this album by a particular time and that’s when the cocaine came into their lives in a big way,” Boyd says. Her life became divided. “Either I’d be with the children and drinking camomile tea, [or] if I went to the studio I’d join in with them.
“If I got pretty out of it, an evening all together, I’d feel terrible the next day. There was a more grown-up part of me that would say, ‘That’s not cool.’ I was quite torn. The music, if you’ve had a few drinks, sounds even better. You’d have your line of coke, everyone would be offered it, and then you could drink more and you wouldn’t be flat on your back.”
Jenny Boyd in 1966
It wasn’t a happy time. “Sometimes I felt, ‘God, is it really worth living?’ I did once think when I was driving down Sunset Boulevard coming down to Pacific Coast Highway, ‘I could just swerve. I could just crash the car.’ Then I thought, ‘No, I’ve got the children.’ I was so unhappy because I could never forgive myself for the affair. Being naturally monogamous, it haunted me. I wanted Mick’s attention. I wanted our relationship to be OK, but it was so far removed from that.
“Now I look back and think that this was his moment, what he’d been longing for all those years, to be where he was. And yet it’s the cocaine. I think it turns people’s hearts cold. It’s like battling an alcoholic. There’s a sweet lovely person inside, but you’re dealing with the demons outside. He was on top of the world. There were moments that were great – rock awards or this or that – and I felt proud of him. But it was at such a cost.”
In the band’s well-documented convoluted relationships – the two famous couples (John and Christine McVie and Stevie Nicks and Lindsey Buckingham) both split – Boyd was collateral damage. Her marriage did not survive Fleetwood’s affair with bandmate Stevie Nicks. Boyd had been the last to know. “When I wasn’t quite sure what was going on, I remember seeing a picture of Stevie in Rolling Stone magazine holding Amelia, my eldest, captioned, ‘Stevie and her daughter,’ and it was like a stab in my heart.” The shock and hurt when Fleetwood confessed turned eventually into a rueful acceptance. “At some point Mick said, ‘Well, she’s got some great lyrics from this.’ We both laughed as if nothing was surprising any more anyway.”
Now she says, “We were all part of the same family and I understood it. I can see how it would happen, because when you’re creating together and thrown together for months and months and months, there has to be a bond and that can easily become an attraction. And then it’s, ‘Oh, I never realised how lovely her eyes were.’ It’s an obvious thing.”
Boyd and Nicks reconciled decades later. “At one point I’d sent her a card saying, ‘I don’t know why I’ve never told you before but I think you are a wonderful poet, such a great writer.’ ” When they eventually encountered each other, Nicks apologised. “She said, ‘I don’t know why I’ve never said it before, but I’m so sorry that happened. We didn’t mean it to.’ I told her, ‘I forgave you many years ago, but I do appreciate you saying that.’ We have a mutual respect for each other.”
Boyd and Fleetwood divorced, married again (in 1977) and split up six months later for good. She married another drummer, Ian Wallace. “But he was very much a drinker and a drug user. I’d swapped one husband for exactly the same one with a different name.”
It was a drug-related near-drowning experience in Hawaii with Bob Weston that persuaded her to turn her life around. “I’d been given magic mushrooms and thought I could breathe underwater. I was quite far out and frightened of the sea, and coming out of that I thought, ‘Now I need to give back to life. I’ve been given so much; now is the time.’ That was the beginning of stopping all that.”
At the age of 37 she enrolled in Ryokan College in Los Angeles to study for a BA in holistic health. “I was still a kid in many ways. On the first day, it was such a big step for me that I passed out. It was not just coming out of the rock’n’roll bubble – I would speak in an English accent and they’d all look at me.”
She went on to achieve a master’s in counselling psychology and a PhD in humanities and started working at Sierra Tucson, an addiction treatment centre. “I was on my own path. I’d be sitting in board meetings going, ‘If my friends could see me now.’ ” Eventually she returned to the UK, running her own very successful workshops. Her rock’n’roll days were behind her.
She has been happily married to the distinguished architect David Levitt since 1997. They met on a trekking holiday in Nepal. “It was like meeting a soulmate. He’s a really good and loving father, very English, very grounded, creative. I wouldn’t have thought that’s the sort of person I would marry, but 24 years later I think, ‘Wow, it worked.’
With Fleetwood in 2014
“We are very different. He loves classical music. When he told his kids he’d met me and I’d had a husband who was in some band called Fleetwood Mac, they were going, ‘Fleetwood Mac?’ He understands about Mick; I am friends with his first wife. He says, ‘We’ve had lives before we met each other.’ So wise.”
Boyd had not really kept in touch with Donovan, “Although oddly my daughter has been best friends in LA with his daughter Ione [actress Ione Skye] and son Don since they were teenagers, without any help from Donovan or me.” But a decade ago they met up in the most bizarre of venues: Stowe public school. “We heard Donovan was playing there and David used to go to Stowe, so he said, ‘Why don’t we go?’ We saw him afterwards in the headmaster’s office and he gave me this lovely little note about long-term friends and how precious they are.”
She sees Fleetwood when she visits their children in LA. “Or I’ll go to Hawaii where he lives. Our daughter Amelia got married last September and, standing next to each other, we gave speeches. We were there as parents.”
Fleetwood has been very supportive of her book. “He was always supportive. Even when I was studying he’d say, ‘Don’t forget your own innate wisdom – don’t forget you’ve got that.’ Reading it, he said he had no idea that was what I had been going through. How lucky to be able to say, ‘Look, this is how it was for me.’ All those years later to be given the opportunity to do that and still remain good friends.
“We were talking on the phone at some point when I was writing it. I said, ‘It’s so funny. Here we are, chatting away about our grandchildren, and I’m writing about a time that was extremely painful. Back then we’d never have known that all these years later we’d be like this. We’d never have known that here we are. Yet here we are.’”
I have a long-standing weakness for autobiographies of rock stars from my teen years in the ’60s and ’70s. The gold standard remains Keith Richards’s Life, with Robbie Robertson’s Testimony a close second. Next, I’m reading Jenny Boyd’s memoir—she was a fashion model who went on to marry rocker Mick Fleetwood not once, but twice. Donovan, the Scottish troubadour, composed his ditty ‘Jennifer Juniper’ as a tribute to her. And she got to hang out at the Maharishi’s ashram in India with the Beatles.
Do you want to be more creative in your life? Think creativity is for others and not for you? Having lived amongst musicians for many years, surrounded by creativity, but never feeling creative herself, Jenny Boyd Ph.d has spent the last 30 years exploring the creative process, speaking to hundreds of talented musicians and artists, and will share the tips and advice she has learned during her studies.
Psychologist Jenny Boyd has many personal ties to the music world as former wife of Mick Fleetwood and the inspiration behind folk-rock singer Donovan's 60's hit 'Jennifer Juniper'. She was in India in 1968 with The Beatles and her sister Pattie, (former wife of George Harrison and Eric Clapton). Jenny spent four years interviewing 75 world famous musicians on their creative influences including Eric Clapton, George Harrison, Keith Richards, Stevie Nicks and Joni Mitchell. The resulting acclaimed for her book 'It's no Only Rock n Roll' is a fascinating and unique insight into the creative process.
Ringo Starr was a sick kid. Constantly bed-ridden and/or hospitalized with peritonitis, and then as a teenager with tuberculosis, he amused himself by banging on any available surface.
Keith Richards, while onstage, used to think, “what are you looking at me for? [I’m just a] damn old junkie hacking away at the guitar.”
Fleetwood Mac’s Lindsey Buckingham says, “if you’ve been working on something for a few hours and you smoke a joint, it’s like hearing it again for the first time.”
Joni Mitchell says, “cocaine can give you an intellectual linear delusion of grandeur—makes you feel real smart.”
Jackson Browne says, “I always thought [LSD] enhanced [creativity] at the time but you pay heavily.”
Heart’s Nancy Wilson says, “I used alcohol to shake off the outside world and get into the primal world…Cocaine puts you in a heightened state of self-gratification. We called it blowatry.” Big difference between that and poetry.”
Randy Newman says, “I used to take amphetamines to write and was very frightened not to take them.”
Eagle Don Henley says, “I think those substances were used merely as a little instant courage,’…to overcome…feelings of who am I to be doing this? Why do I deserve to get my feelings and opinions on this blank piece of vinyl that a million people are going to hear?’ Some of the drug-taking was to cover that feeling of un-deservedness, to blunt that somehow, because when you do coke, it makes you feel that everything you’re saying is worthwhile and that everybody ought to listen. I didn’t use drugs actually to create but simply to buffer those feelings of inadequacy, those feelings of I don’t deserve this.’”
This theme of inadequacy pops up again and again as the biggest rock stars in the world let their considerable hair down and talk about truly not knowing if what they’re doing is any good. Conversely, many in this fascinating and unique book—first published in 1992 and updated in 2013—talk about what psychologist Abraham Maslow calls the “peak experience,” the uniting of the unconscious with the conscious during performance or writing or simply playing their instrument. They talk about the wonder, awe, reverence, humility and surrender they feel when they achieve creative peaks. They discuss how they get there and most of the 75 musicians interviewed feel everyone has a certain amount of creativity within and it’s just a matter of tapping into it.
The legends who opened up to Dr. Boyd are the biggest of the big: Ravi Shankar, George Harrison, Warren Zevon, Eric Clapton, Crosby Stills & Nash, Steve Winwood, Stevie Nicks and Willie Dixon are just a few. She got to these kinds of names because they knew her. And when an artist knows and trusts someone, the sky’s the limit for journalistic intent. The quotes up top are from the one chapter in the book about drugs and alcohol. They also talk about their childhoods, their sense of destiny and their fear of failure. They become human and you see them in ways you’ve never seen them before.
Jenny Boyd was 16 when drummer Mick Fleetwood fell in love with her. Her sister Patty Boyd was the muse of George Harrison and Eric Clapton and wound up marrying both of them while Jenny twice married Fleetwood. The sisters, both gorgeous models in the Swinging London of the 1960s, fell into an elite circle. Donovan wrote “Jennifer Juniper” about the author who ultimately wasn’t satisfied with the touring or the upscale highest-of-the-high rock’n’roll scene that she served as but a mere appendage. She went and got her Ph.D. in Human Behavior. Her dissertation became this book.
Eminently readable due to the fact that she and her co-writer weaved the quotes into the text in such a way that the legendary names pop up again and again in chapters dealing with nurture, obstacles, the “collective unconscious” and the “peak experience.” As a listener and fan, I could relate. These answers–that unravel in a great story, and not just a series of Q & A chapters–cut to the core of what makes them all tick…why they are who they are…and what their sense of self-awareness does to their art.
As Stevie Nicks says on the back cover, “all creative people should read this book.”
London was swinging. Rock ‘n’ roll had entered one of its most vibrant and visionary phases, with the latest hits by such bands as the Kinks, Cream, and of course the Beatles now reflecting a progressive amalgam of youth-culture adventurism and sonic sophistication. By the time she was a teenager Jenny Boyd was already in the thick of it. A fashion model by trade and, in no time at all, a muse—Boyd was the inspiration for Donovan’s 1968 single “Jennifer Juniper”—she moved among an elite social circle, including some of the era’s most influential musicians who welcomed her within their hallowed ranks.
Boyd’s modeling career was ultimately short-lived as she soon sought to explore other interests and ambitions, not least of all her academic ones—Boyd holds PhD in Human Behavior. But the relationships she forged in her youth proved fortuitous. Expounding upon what was initially the foundation of her doctoral thesis, Boyd interviewed a total of 75 artists about their craft, including friends and, in some cases, family: Mick Fleetwood is her ex-husband and the father of her two daughters, while George Harrison and Eric Clapton were her brother-in-laws (each respectively having been married to her older sister, Pattie). From these conversations certain key impulses and characteristic distinctions emerged.
“I realized this was something very special,” says Boyd, “and this was something that needed more people to be able to read about this.”
Originally published in 1992 and recently republished and updated, It’s Not Only Rock ‘N’ Roll: Iconic Musicians Reveal the Source of Their Creativity (co-authored with Holly George-Warren) offers a unique, enlightening perspective on a musician’s artistry.
“I felt so inspired by the musicians’ humility,” says Boyd, “this incredible humility toward the creative process.”
DG: The creative process is such an enigma to a lot of artists, whether it’s spiritual or supernatural or just unfathomable. What’s striking is that even the most headstrong, mercurial artists, artists who are known for doing things their way—like Stevie Nicks, who is somebody who doesn’t look to some outside source on how to write her songs—yet they will concede that they are not in total control of their art.
JB: And I think they learn that early on especially with the writing because, as you say, they produce this amazing song and wonder where it came from. And so you kind of have to bow down to that in a way.
Some of the musicians talked about getting the lyrics for their songs while they’re asleep and if they don’t wake up immediately and write it all down or put it on a tape they lose it. Then they hear it again; somebody else has picked it up. It makes you feel like it’s all around us and it’s just a matter of—because they’re more perceptive and receptive—they are able to let it come through them. But if they don’t pick it up somebody else will.
DG:In speaking with those musicians you were closest to—Mick Fleetwood, Eric Clapton, George Harrison, people who are part of your life just as they are part of this book—was there anything any one of them said that surprised you about his approach to music?
JB: I asked them all the questions if whether they’d experienced this thing [psychologist] Abraham Maslow called “peak experience,” where they would just get into this zone and suddenly whether they were writing they would wonder where that came from or they were playing [live] they would play things they’d never been able to play before, but Eric said he thought he was the only one that had experienced that feeling. Because nobody had ever talked about it before so he didn’t realize that other artists experienced it as well.
DG:Some of these artists—especially Clapton and also Mick Fleetwood in his own way—seem to perceive themselves as being on a mission, and they are indebted to their craft and to whatever interior or exterior forces that encourage it.
JB: They have a sense of destiny and it’s very strong in them. And I do believe that the important part of all of this is the nurturing that they get in childhood, which gives them the belief in themselves and the belief in what they believe in. And so with this sense of destiny somebody who probably hadn’t been nurtured like that and accepted for who they are would not answer the call because they needed to have the sense of self that nurturing gives you and belief in themselves and belief that if they hear a call of destiny that they follow it.
DG:These artists surrender to their mission. Their talent and technique are factors too, but when they step onto a live stage there’s a mystery component that they surrender to—and that unknown element brings it to another level.
JB: That’s right. I have to say when I was interviewing the late Willie Dixon and went to his home and we talked… He was walking with a stick, and with difficulty in those days; it was not long before he actually passed away. Then Mick [Fleetwood] was playing a blues concert in New York and Willie was there. I was in the audience and Willie came onto the stage with his stick, hobbling as I’d seen him. Then as he started singing his stick came out and he was holding it with two hands and he was dancing on the stage. That magic takes over, and it’s not you anymore. You’re not hobbling or you’re not in pain or you’re not any of those things. I’ve heard that from so many musicians, that once you’re up there it’s like something takes over.
Mick Fleetwood once said that the first time he saw me walking back from school in Notting Hill Gate he knew I was the girl he was going to marry. We were both 16 and it was the summer of '64. The first time I saw him play at Brentwood Town Hall, I felt as though I'd been plugged into an electric socket. Listening to rhythm and blues, being part of the audience and feeling the exchange of energy between musicians and the crowd, was something that would inspire me for many years to come. But I didn't know I would write a book about it!
Twenty-three years later, while looking for a subject for a psychology dissertation, I remembered the impact of that first gig. I was living in Los Angeles, at that time, married to my second husband, Ian Wallace, drummer for such people as Bob Dylan, Don Henley, Bonnie Raitt, and Crosby Stills and Nash.
"Write about what you know," was what I was told, and so I did. Most of my life had been spent with musicians. My sister Pattie had married Beatle George Harrison and then later guitarist Eric Clapton. I had been married to Mick Fleetwood of Fleetwood Mac, (twice!) and knew what it meant to be the wife of a musician - going on endless tours, to different countries, different towns, on planes, on buses and cars. I had attended endless concerts, standing by the side of the stage and knowing every word of every song.
We were all one big 'rock and roll' family and I loved being part of it. Most of the time it was fun. The music rocked and it was exciting to see creativity at work. But deep down I was aware of a growing sense of emptiness, my identity being nothing more than the wife of a musician. It wasn't enough just to bask in their glory. For many years I tried to numb these feelings and to push down the frustration. But the need to be seen in my own right, to express myself and to search for a sense of purpose became stronger as the years went by. Finally, with much trepidation, I enrolled in a degree programme at a college in Los Angeles, which meant I was no longer available to go on tours or any other social events. I was finding out who I was.
So when the time came to find a subject for this dissertation I knew what I had to do. I bought a tape player and with the help of my psychology teacher, Dr Ron Alexander, I put together a list of questions and began my interviews. I started with the musicians I knew well, or who were part of my family, Don Henley, Bonnie Raitt, Eric Clapton and George Harrison. I used the skills I'd learned as a therapist mixed with my own fascination with the creative process. The combination worked as I witnessed one musician after another reveal their inner lives, their humility, their sense of destiny and their feelings of being a conduit while writing or performing. They openly discussed their thoughts on drugs and alcohol and their belief that everyone had the potential to be creative.
During the interviews, all the shyness and insecurity I had been plagued with all my life, and especially around many of these musicians, melted away as I listened to them speak. The answers they gave helped me with my own search for creativity, that by being true to our own being, we will automatically become more creative. Many of the artists said they felt closer to who they really were when they played their music. It was obvious that the dedication to their creativity was nothing less than a quest for ultimate meaning, to listen to the voice within and to speak out. They knew their purpose in life.
Once I had interviewed 75 musicians about their creative process my dissertation became a book, published in the United States and Japan. And now, 20 years later, it has been published in the UK and the message is still as powerful. 'It's Not Only Rock'n'Roll.'
I had the pleasure of interviewing the lovely and unique Jenny Boyd, author of It's Not Only Rock'n'Roll: Iconic Musicians Reveal The Source of Their Creativity. Jenny was a model with her sister Pattie Boyd in the psychedelic 60's. The two of them where known as the original, "Apple Music Girls," living in an exciting time of music, and exotic travels. Her sister married George Harrison and then Eric Clapton. Jenny was married to Mick Fleetwood and drummer Ian Wallace. She also spent time in India with Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, the Beatles, Beach Boys and Prudence Farrow. Jenny has lived an extraordinary life living so close to the creative flow and has authored an wonderful book on creativity by interviewing 75 iconic musicians and singer songwriters about their work.
RA: Jenny, what gave you the inspiration to write this book?
JB: I was fascinated from a very early age by what made people creative and having been surrounded by musicians most of my life, it was an obvious choice, to ask them the questions I'd always wanted to know about the creative process. I believe musicians have a very special gift. They are the torchbearers, the spokespersons of our time. Their songs express not only the feelings and ideas of the individual but of each generation and its culture.
RA: Did you find any common threads in what they had to say?
JB: All of the 75 musicians, except for two had nurturing parents or grandparents who were supportive of their creativity. I found this was an important element and because of this nurturing environment from a young age, it gave them the courage and faith in themselves that is needed to pursue their creative yearnings, to delve into the depths of their unconscious.
RA: You interviewed the late psychologist Frank Barron, a pioneer in creative research. That must have been pretty inspiring for you?
JB: It was. He told me that creative individuals are persons whose dedication is nothing less than a quest for ultimate meaning. What is enjoined with them is to listen to the voice within and allow it to express itself.
RA: The voice within is the creative collective that Swiss Psychologist Carl Jung referred to as the collective unconscious.
JB: Yes, musicians seem to have no fear of exploring the unknown, entering into the creative world of the unconscious. They all have this incredible drive to create. Keith Richards said, "If you're a musician, you can never really stop playing, even if you don't do any gigs or you retire. You're still in a way playing inside yourself." It's like Jung said, "Creative power is mightier than its possessor."
RA: We're verging into the spiritual here. Were musicians aware of that side of themselves?
JB: Absolutely. They all described in different ways what Abraham Maslow called a Peak Experience. Most of them had never spoken about it before, and some, such as Eric Clapton had no idea anyone else other than himself had experienced this feeling. They described it as a sort of midway point between conscious and unconscious, a place of timelessness, a dream state. It gave them a feeling of awe and reverence, being given a gift, being used as a vessel and at times the feeling of going into a trance. To get to that state many of them said they had to surrender to the power of the creative unconscious.
RA: It sounds very similar to mindfulness meditation.
JB: That's right. Mindfulness meditation allows you to flow into a state of open mind to access your creativity but as soon as the ego takes over, and tells you you're special or the best meditator in the world, it all disappears! You need to surrender and let go in order to hold the space but once you start grasping at it you lose the feeling of peak oneness.
RA: Did these musicians say they had any special times of the day or week they were more creative or any particular environments?
JB: George Harrison said he always liked to write in the early hours of the morning, when everything was still and everyone asleep.
RA: That's a good time to practice mindfulness meditation as well. In Asia and India this is the time of day where the prana of the earth and universe is felt to be the strongest.
JB: As you know, George was a meditator, and another musician, flautist and saxophonist Paul Horn who was in India with us enjoyed the practice of regular meditation.
RA: That's right. You went to India with the Beatles. Were you able to witness their creativity at work?
JB: Yes, I was very lucky. I would sit with my sister Pattie and the rest of the Beatles on the roof of our bungalow, watching and listening to them as they talked about their mediation or not being able to sleep at night. Then they'd start playing their guitars creating a song that would later be heard on The White Album. It was fantastic.
RA: What about drugs and alcohol? I notice you have a chapter on that in your book.
JB: Most of the musicians who talked about drugs and alcohol said that to begin with it would diminish the anxiety that can stall or prevent the creative process. Being high is like being put into another world, one without form or structure, similar to the unconscious. It would help them get the conscious mind, the busy mind, out of the way. But for many the tool became the end rather than the means. As Eric Clapton said, "The booze becomes more important than the doors it opened, so that's the trap." A lot of these musicians had stopped drinking and using when I interviewed them and were able to talk about the difference in their creativity since stopping.
RA: And do we all have the potential to be creative?
JB: Yes. Joni Mitchell said, "The net with which you capture creativity is made up of the threads of your alertness." It's about expressing yourself. As psychologist Rollo May says, "If you do not express your own original ideas, or listen to your own being, you will have betrayed yourself."
RA: Jenny, your book not only shares the context and development of these iconic musicians but also shows that anyone who takes the time to slow down, relax and listen to their inner self can tap into the richness of this creative collective. So taking time for a Mindful Pause throughout the day really is a great way to turn on the creative self. Thank you for writing such an inspiring and interesting book.
“I don’t think there is any such thing as an ordinary mortal. Everybody has his own possibility of rapture in the experience of life. All he has to do is recognise it and then cultivate it and get going with it.”
– Joseph Campbell, The Power of Myth
In Jenny Boyd’s recently reprinted paperback book It’s Not Only Rock ‘n’ Roll (John Blake Publishing, 2013), iconic musicians reveal the source of their creativity. Boyd is well-qualified to tackle such an intriguing topic with a Ph. D. in Human Behavior, ties to the music world’s elite (sister-in-law of Beatle George Harrison, former wife of Mick Fleetwood), and immersion in the culture of Haight-Ashbury in 1967. Despite the psychoanalytical theme, the book is an easy, informative read. A question is posed; numerous artists provide answers, their insights garnered from 75 interviews conducted between 1987 and 1991.
Chapters include discussions about creativity, the unconscious, self-actualization, and, yes, chemicals. Those interviewed include such diverse talents as Eric Clapton, Michael McDonald, blues guitarists Buddy Guy and B. B. King, Ice-T, jazz saxophonist Branford Marsalis, Joni Mitchell, Randy Newman, Bonnie Raitt, Queen Latifah, Sinead O’Connor, sitarist Ravi Shankar, Ringo Starr, and Keith Richards. The remaining roster of names is equally impressive, equally diverse, equally iconic. The Eagles are there and Genesis; so are Fleetwood Mac and Crosby, Stills, and Nash. Their individual revelations are filled with surprises.
Most enlightening, however, are the themes which emerge from the book. Parents were often musicians themselves, some professional but mostly amateurs, nearly all encouraging. Many artists grew up as social outcasts or rebels, their creativity born of loneliness and pain. Some musicians describe the need for tapping into their uncomplicated, unburdened inner child. Others subscribe to Carl Jung’s theory of the collective unconscious, archetypal ideas, symbols, and images universally shared. Still others candidly reflect on how intoxicants enhanced their creativeness while diminishing inhibitions and anxiety.
Through firsthand accounts—she was there to witness the genesis of songs that would later culminate in the Beatles’ The White Album—Boyd manages to offer not only a history of popular music of the last 50 years but also an exploration of the inception of the Idea. Ultimately, the book is about the search for peace for both artist and audience, the innate desire to be whole and fulfilled. It’s Not Only Rock ‘n’ Roll is a roadmap for the artistic quest, that journey made by extraordinary mortals.
If you have ever wondered which girl was the inspiration for the beautiful love song Jennifer Juniper, the answer is here. At the time, the legendary folk singer Donovan had a crush on Jenny Boyd who was a model based in Carnaby Street. Her introduction to the world of pop music came through her sister Pattie, who was dating George Harrison at the time.
Her account of life in ‘Swinging London’, trips to Ready Steady Go, meeting pop stars, is so exciting. Driven by a youthful willingness to take a leap into the unknown, she gave up modelling and spent the ‘Summer of Love’ in San Francisco, subsequently travelling with Pattie and The Beatles on their famous trip to India to meditate with Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.
Her account of that trip and its chaotic ending is fascinating, including her doubts about the motives of the Maharishi, “especially when he talked about the gold aeroplane he wanted”. On her return to London, Jenny ran The Beatles’ ‘Apple’ store and then her own boutique ‘Juniper’.
Jenny met the future Fleetwood Mac drummer Mick Fleetwood when she was sixteen. They married twice and had two daughters. Their relationship was often difficult and although Jenny accompanied the band on tour, the constant touring, coupled with drug and alcohol abuse, led to heartbreak and divorce.
Jenny is very open about her own state of mind and the lasting effect of the break-up of her parents’ marriage. Her eventual reconciliation with her father is a significant part of her story.
Finally taking on board George Harrison’s advice to “be yourself”, Jenny found the inner strength to give up drink and drugs and went to university, gaining a PhD in humanities and became a clinical consultant and author, working in the addiction field in the US and UK for more than twenty years and co-authoring a book about music and the creative process, titled Musicians in Tune.
For those of us with a fascination for the 60’s, this book is an exceptional account from a girl who was at the centre of the excitement of London and San Francisco. It also shines a light on the best and worst aspects of the music scene of the 1970’s and 80’s. But this is also the story of a remarkable woman who found inspiration that enabled her to transform her life and the lives of others.
Jenny Boyd continues to be a sought-after speaker on the subject of musicians, culture, and creativity. Jenny appears in the documentaries: Beatles, Hippies and Hells Angels and It Was Fifty Years Ago Today…Sgt. Pepper and Beyond. She was interviewed for a BBC one-hour radio program aired in August A Day in The Life: The Beatles in Bangor.
Jenny has lectured on musicians and creativity at Michigan State University and has appeared on radio programs across the US and in the UK. Jenny divides her time between London, where she lives with her architect husband, and Los Angeles with her extended family (including Mick Fleetwood), her children, and grandchildren.
Find out more at www.thejennyboyd.com
Jennifer Juniper: A Journey Beyond the Muse by Jenny Boyd is published by Urbane Publications. Price is £16.99 for the hardback. For more information about the book visit website www.urbanepublications.com
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